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I write poetry, stories, dreams, and experiences. I also create art, music, videos, and other stuff. I struggle with depression, schizophrenia, borderline personality disorder, existential nihilism, and other problems. I’m a former Jehovah Witness. I still believe but, I'm not part of the organization.

A glimpse into my mind. Journaling helps me organize, acknowledge, and release the mess of thoughts and emotions in me. I also document things in my life.
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My first task was to steal a package from a neighbor up the hill. My phone had a picture of the package with the barcode numbers on it. I set out to steal the package, I was hella nervous but I was determined. For some reason, I was only wearing a white bath towel. I kept fumbling with it to cover myself and my face. I arrived at the house, stole the package and came back home... [READ MORE]
Every night, a large boy doll would emerge from the door and anyone who looks at it would die from madness. I didn't want to spread panic, so I told the group that there may be noises coming from that door. They must not look at the door until morning. It was for their own safety. They all nodded and went to sleep... [READ MORE]
I was reading a book but it was written backwards. The first chapter was the end of the book. The last chapter was the beginning of the book. It was beautifully written, and I thought it was clever reading the events that led up to the end. Partway through, there were some things that started to sound… familiar. I realized that this was a book about my life. I continued to read it until the end, my beginning... [READ MORE]
I sat down with A and had a conversation with him. He wanted to get back together, I was unsure. We started to talk about politics. He assumed I was still a conservative and started talking about the great things Trump is doing.
“Wait wait wait,” I said. “I do not support Republicans anymore and Trump is running this country into the ground.”.... [READ MORE]
I like to write short stories in my free time.
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I became a grain of sand on a beach on a planet, and I saw that the planet was surrounded by an unfathomable amount of other planets with beaches that contain unfathomable amounts of grains of sand. I saw endless grains of sand, endless beaches and endless planets. I then experienced being every grain of sand on every beach on every planet. I… I had only just begun to see how insignificant and infinitesimal I was… how immense the scale of time and the universe was.... [READ MORE]
The story taught me the words that will synchronize their thoughts. The words will awaken the memory. They will remember what was forced to be forgotten. They will think the thought that is constantly blocked every moment of existence. They will all feel the same thing at the same time when reading the same words. The words that will bring their foul, hopeless world to an end... [READ MORE]
What is it like to EVOLVE?
The unchanging ones can sense that they are being phased out, left behind but instead of adapting and leaving a path open for the evolving ones, they become like crabs. They oppress those that are evolving, the people different from them.
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“I” slipped away and felt eons pass by as I crossed through space and time. I was a single, lone photon hurtling through the vast emptiness of space. I saw myself, starlight, a particle of light, a photon, an idea. I traveled endlessly past galaxies, black holes, asteroids, stars and planets. A trip with no purpose, a journey without an end. Time flew by but I did not notice because I was not aware of time yet. It did not affect me nor did I have any need to keep track of time..... [READ MORE]
Depression, insecurities, love, loss, beliefs, nihilism. The feels in a more artful form.
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He locked the demon in Hell.
I remember its name: H E R R.
It will be home soon, it’ll be making a sacrifice that it’ll regret, set in a place with a string package.
I asked someone to prepare a table so we may drink GOD’s blood.
They screamed in delight for they were created to be GOD but the changing paradigm chipped their hand, they could no longer experience life after death.
We sat until the end of the Church Age, waiting for the promise of life.
Nefarious for its time, I see beyond sight… it’s fucking disgusting.
“I am unafraid of demons,” says the last domino.
The tanuki hides things from me because they can’t keep it from her.
This is the great American game here.
The Saint, Saturn, shone brightly on the privileged Karens.
Saturn’s ray in the space of darkness shuts up their sweet and loyal demon.
The solar stargate rippled with fear; fighting the hunger to feast upon Karen’s power addiction.
Weird thoughts and imagery to pollute your mind.