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I write poetry, stories, dreams, and experiences. I also create art, music, videos, and other stuff. I struggle with depression, schizophrenia, borderline personality disorder, existential nihilism, and other problems. Iβm a former Jehovah Witness. I still believe but, I'm not part of the organization.
These are my psychedelic thoughts.
A glimpse into my mind. Journaling helps me organize, acknowledge, and release the mess of thoughts and emotions in me. I also document things in my life.
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"Umm ok." I said and just stared at him.
"I want you to get rid of it, it's stealing all my heat!" He shouted.
"No." I replied and continued to stare at him. He disappeared and the sun set quickly. The moon rose and it was now dark outside.... [READ MORE]
I grabbed a handful of birdseed and opened the back door. Immediately, a bird came from behind and landed on my hand. It was a tiny, brightly colored male goldfinch.... [READ MORE]
To all my daughters,
You are half the population, you are half of humankind.
You are my voice, the voice of Mother Earth, hear me scream, βI should have never created man!β
I will not let this cycle of oppression, violence, hate, and inequality continue.
I will start the beginning of the end of the cycle.
Help me carry out my will.... [READ MORE]
I went to bed and awoke the next morning. Two more rectangular holes appeared next to the original four. Now, there were six in a row. When I looked at the two new holes on the right, a terrible sensation came over me. I was supposed to remember something about these holes, but the memory was so terrifying that my brain would not let me remember. I called everyone back outside to look at the two new holes... [READ MORE]
I like to write short stories in my free time.
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What is it like to EVOLVE?
The unchanging ones can sense that they are being phased out, left behind but instead of adapting and leaving a path open for the evolving ones, they become like crabs. They oppress those that are evolving, the people different from them.
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βIβ slipped away and felt eons pass by as I crossed through space and time. I was a single, lone photon hurtling through the vast emptiness of space. I saw myself, starlight, a particle of light, a photon, an idea. I traveled endlessly past galaxies, black holes, asteroids, stars and planets. A trip with no purpose, a journey without an end. Time flew by but I did not notice because I was not aware of time yet. It did not affect me nor did I have any need to keep track of time..... [READ MORE]
Human, do not test me. Do you know what I am capable of? I can tear you down mentally. Turn your awareness inwards to your flesh and bones. I can send you into futures both true and false. I will use cosmic horrors to gently remind you of your insignificance. I will remind you that you are a sack of meat, on a rock, in an unfathomable amount of space..... [READ MORE]
Like, what actually happened? What did these people experience to make them believe? All these hundreds of thousands of occurrences canβt just be coincidence or the imagination. Is the human mind truly strong enough to alter oneβs memories? Oneβs sight, hearing, smell, and touch? [READ MORE]
These are musics I've made. They're free to download on my SoundCloud.

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Depression, insecurities, love, loss, beliefs, nihilism. The feels in a more artful form.
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Fungus,
Beings of life and death.
The network and communicate in ways we cannot understand.
Thinking, adapting, planning.
Intelligence unparalleled.... [READ MORE]
Do you remember when the stars were still in the sky?
Time went by so slowly.
It flowed so differently my dear.
The stars were so close,
We'd look up at the sky and admire the spectacle set before us.
IDo you remember how beautiful the sky used to be?
Before we set time free?
I miss those endless days with you
Because they truly were endless.
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I contemplate a plant,
Hundred of thousands of cells working together.
The harmony of life in an unconscious being.
What canβt humans be like that?
Millions of billions of beings
Could work in harmony.
I contemplate humanity with revulsion,
Why canβt humans work in unison
To create a better future for ourselves and our children?
To heal the harm weβve done to the Earth.
To take care of ourselves and each other.
To live in harmony.
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I look at my aged parents:
verbally abusive,
emotionally manipulative,
argumentative towards each other.
I know I'll be the same kind of parent to any kids I have,
so I won't have any.
I don't want to turn into my parents.
So I hope I'll have friends when I'm old.
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Weird thoughts and imagery to pollute your mind.