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Works on this website have been marked as dedicated to the public domain.
Anyone can distribute, remix, adapt, and build upon my material in any medium or format, even for commercial purposes.

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I write poetry, stories, dreams, and experiences. I also create art, music, videos, and other stuff. I struggle with depression, schizophrenia, borderline personality disorder, existential nihilism, and other problems. I’m a former Jehovah Witness. I still believe but, I'm not part of the organization.

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I no longer use DeepAI to generate images. From here on out, I use free images from other Human artists. Down with AI. Long live Human creativity. Save our planet.

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A glimpse into my mind. Journaling helps me organize, acknowledge, and release the mess of thoughts and emotions in me. I also document things in my life.

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I Am Michelle

June 09, 2025

Michelle


I'm just a grain of sand. Not even that, less than a grain of sand. Not even a quark on a proton in an atom on a grain on a beach on a planet in a solar system in a galaxy in a cluster in the Hercules–Corona Borealis Great Wall... [READ MORE]

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I'm Blind

June 08, 2025

Evo Numy


I was partially blind. I could only see a small slot of vision. I was walking around using a stick and a guide dog. I was walking along a sidewalk painfully bumped into a truck that was backed in and overlapping the sidewalk... [READ MORE]

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Dominos Inflation Pizza

May 31, 2025

Evo Numy


I found out the order was $537.37. I was absolutely outraged, that was almost half a paycheck! why did I not check the total before paying?! I said that in store ordering is so fucking expensive, theyre doing this to make people order online. If we had just sat down an did the order online, it would have been $25 for all the food... [READ MORE]


The baron was wearing an ornately decorated gold cloak. It was extremely detailed, it had many pearls, gold embroidery and it looked heavy. The baron attacked me with his claws and scratched me, I remember the sensation. I started spinning the blades of my push lawn mower with my hands to make it spin super fast. I then tried to mow down the baron... [READ MORE]

I like to write short stories in my free time.

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Then, The End Will Come

By: The Mad Prophet Emilio


When we first speak this thought, we will be plucked from our bodies and will experience things beyond our wildest imagination, dimension and comprehension. We will become things beyond any sense of understanding... [READ MORE]

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The Eyesight Test

By: The Mad Prophet Emilio


Is the reality you perceive real?
Come back down.
Come back down yee from thee of high.
Come back down and see what is true.
IS THE REALITY I PERCEIVE REAL OR FALSE.
WHAT DO I SEE.... [READ MORE]



I became a grain of sand on a beach on a planet, and I saw that the planet was surrounded by an unfathomable amount of other planets with beaches that contain unfathomable amounts of grains of sand. I saw endless grains of sand, endless beaches and endless planets. I then experienced being every grain of sand on every beach on every planet. I… I had only just begun to see how insignificant and infinitesimal I was… how immense the scale of time and the universe was.... [READ MORE]

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Then, The End Will Come

By: The Mad Prophet Emilio



The story taught me the words that will synchronize their thoughts. The words will awaken the memory. They will remember what was forced to be forgotten. They will think the thought that is constantly blocked every moment of existence. They will all feel the same thing at the same time when reading the same words. The words that will bring their foul, hopeless world to an end... [READ MORE]

These are musics I've made. They're free to download on my SoundCloud.

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Depression, insecurities, love, loss, beliefs, nihilism. The feels in a more artful form.

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H E R R

The Mad Poet Emilio


He locked the demon in Hell.
I remember its name: H E R R.
It will be home soon, it’ll be making a sacrifice that it’ll regret, set in a place with a string package.

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I asked someone to prepare a table so we may drink GOD’s blood.
They screamed in delight for they were created to be GOD but the changing paradigm chipped their hand, they could no longer experience life after death.
We sat until the end of the Church Age, waiting for the promise of life.

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Nefarious for its time, I see beyond sight… it’s fucking disgusting.
“I am unafraid of demons,” says the last domino.
The tanuki hides things from me because they can’t keep it from her.
This is the great American game here.

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LET THERE BE LIGHT

The Mad Poet Emilio


The Saint, Saturn, shone brightly on the privileged Karens.
Saturn’s ray in the space of darkness shuts up their sweet and loyal demon.
The solar stargate rippled with fear; fighting the hunger to feast upon Karen’s power addiction.

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Weird thoughts and imagery to pollute your mind.

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