November 14, 2024, \
My mind is degrading.
I’m disconnecting from the world.
Living in my own fantasy,
I lock away a part of myself.
Now something else is here.
This illness grows worse.
Day by day.
Living is such a burden.
Day after day.
The only joy left is to escape into my mind.
I escape to a place i cannot remember.
I come to.
I learn i am not who I thought I was.
Who was i talking to?
What is this place within me?
I create fantasies in my head that feel real.
I go to a place that does not exist.
I remember going there but cannot remember what happened.
This body moves but i do not control it.
It asks me, what I have done.
It doesn't comprehend.
Where are we?
i can't look at the image\