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Credit: "20241109 Why?I Asked the Man in the Sky" by Evo Numy
Title: Why?I Asked the Man in the Sky
Released: November 09, 2024
Artist: Snickerdoodle
Sounds: Dark, depressing, flute, orchestra, weirdcore
i have no purpose in life
No good reason to keep going
Everyone who knows me would Be
surprised cus I act happy and outgoing
I'm here on this planet
I exist on the earth
But “what am I doing here?”
Nothing i do has any worth
I lay down my head,
“When will my time come?”
I escape to the dream place
To the void I want to succumb
I awaken from my slumber
(Fuck)
“Why should I get up?”
Get ready for another day
I'm overflowing, don't spill the cup
…. I do what’s expected of me
But This void just keeps growing
I’m numb, disconnected, depressed
“I don’t want to keep going”
I work, do chores, sleep,
And Find distractions in between
“What’s the point in all these things?”
I’m becoming a machine
People, Do they stop to think
(What?)
Contemplate their own beings?
(No.)
Do they wonder about their existence?
(maybe)
some do, but i see most of them fleeing
I look the way they live and
Ask “how do you keep going?”
They tell me to get counseling
pretending that they're all-knowing
Everyday i face is fucking pointless
(so fucking pointless)
And try to Anchor myself
Staying alive is a trial, I’ve tried
Counseling, books, searching and oneself
“Why am i in this universe”
I ask the big man in the sky
A Silent sunrise answers me
As I watch another day pass by